People intrigue me - what they choose and why. Its usually because going large and surrendering to limitless possibilities is too intense, we cannot see the plan, its as if everything happens by chance and not by choice. There is too much trust involved that the universe might actually be in your favour.
I am an observer and watch all these little nuances in peoples lives of what they choose and refuse, including my own life. The biggest refusal is our greatness, its too uncomfortable to go beyond the social norm so we align with what success appears to be. To me that limits the possibilities for something far greater to show up.
Sometimes I wonder how did I get so lucky. Yes I have my ups and my downs yet when I am in full swing of choosing something greater amazing possibilities show up and I get to stretch myself and see what else is possible for me, to go and discover hidden talents I never gave a second thought to before. When I acknowledge something new I have discovered about me in no time at all a new possibility appears. I have no plan, I have no A-Z. I just choose and choose again and as if by magic new adventures appear.
I have no measure of success or what the outcome must be or even "exactly" what I am creating or must create and it is turning out to be alot of fun! Its the flow of living rather than forcing change or success into my life.
This seems to be a very natural way to be when you let go of control, which I absolutely hated before. When I succumbed to being more of me it became enjoyable and it became easier, quicker and more fun. It's not that I don't have a clue what I am actually doing its just that I am open to possibilities. I have my moments and then they pass for it is far too exciting to see where "little old me" goes and what adventures await!