I was propelling my life forward, I was done holding back! So I made this statement that this was it! With no idea what it was going to look like what popped up was everywhere I required to let go of things. In particular giving a sh*t. I had to let go of other people and the choices they made. I was witnessing alot of unkind and unnecessary stuff and it was now time to not care!
Even to me that sounded harsh. I care, I care alot! Yet it was not kind to me to hold my head in my hands and despair at the state of the world. It was holding what I desired to create in the world back. This kind of caring made all that I saw so real and true that it would not allow any other possibilities. It is like a form of imprisonment and prevention from going forward and toward something far greater.
Not caring is sometimes the kindest thing to do - "not caring" is as simple as having allowance for others choices and choosing what works for me. I could still be there for people, I could still contribute to their lives. It was just to leave them to it and let them choose for them and to be free to choose for me.
So what if the greatest caring is having total allowance for peoples choices and not take anything personally and go live your life. Amazing stuff can show up if you are willing to let go!
I would love to see a world where we all lived our fullest life and the greatest caring is starting with mine.